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I Choose To Live

***NOTE: This wiki is not against suicide, it just supports life.


"Even if you plan to kill yourself tomorrow, you still choose to live today."



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This is a wiki for all who choose to live. You don't have to be anti-death, or against anything that has to do with it(i.e. cutting, morbid crap, talk of death, even anticipating it). You just have to choose to live.
There are no obligations. Maybe you'll change your mind later. But, right now, life is worth living. And you're here for it.

So, if you're here right now at this moment, like you obviously are, you choose to live. If you didn't, you wouldn't be reading this right now, now would you?

You already know the rules, and probably can assume any others I haven't put up, so I won't bother.


Here are the Members:

(*Whispers* The word "members" is a link.)




***made by: [Incontinence Happens]




A PERFECT CIRCLE
"Gravity"


Lost again
Broken and weary
Unable to find my way
Tail in hand
Dizzy and clearly unable to
Just let this go


I am surrendering to the gravity and the unknown
Catch me heal me lift me back up to the sun
I choose to live


I fell again
Like a baby unable to stand on my own
Tail in hand
Dizzy and clearly unable to just let this go
High and surrendering to the gravity and the unknown
Catch me heal me lift me back up to the sun
I choose to live, I choose to live, I choose to live


Catch me heal me lift me back up to the sun
Help me survive the bottom


Calm these hands before they
Snare another pill and
Drive another nail down another
Needy hole please release me


I am surrendering to the gravity and the unknown
Catch me heal me lift me back up to the sun
I choose to live, I choose to live





This's a page for all who engage in self-harm in various forms:
http://www.recoveryourlife.com





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2004-07-01 [Kurus_Dreaon]: i know tired....but right now i to friggen hyper

2004-07-01 [Lethargic Panda]: Stupid. -.-

2004-07-01 [Kurus_Dreaon]: meh so what

2004-07-01 [Lethargic Panda]: Quiet time for you.

2004-07-01 [Kurus_Dreaon]: i dont think so...i have a right to talk thanks

2004-07-01 [Lethargic Panda]: I never said you didn't...you're just so very annoying.

2004-07-01 [Kurus_Dreaon]: meh...your the only one who thinks so so far

2004-07-01 [Lethargic Panda]: Or the only one to speak up.

2004-07-01 [Kurus_Dreaon]: either ay no one else has complained...most say they enjoy talkin to me

2004-07-01 [Lethargic Panda]: Right.

2004-07-01 [Kurus_Dreaon]: i can get loads of ppl that will let ya know that its true if ya dont belive me

2004-07-01 [Lethargic Panda]: Actually, I couldn't care less.

2004-07-01 [Incontinence Happens]: ...lethargic.....

2004-07-01 [Lethargic Panda]: *sigh* trouble?

2004-07-02 [Kurus_Dreaon]: *shrugs* your choice

2004-07-02 [Incontinence Happens]: heh.. *gives up*

2004-07-02 [Lethargic Panda]: I did as well.

2004-07-02 [Incontinence Happens]: huh....

2004-07-02 [Lethargic Panda]: Gave up.

2004-07-02 [BarleySinger]: more to the point of this wiki, I've been having a lot of conversations with people in elftown, and the general gist is that there are a huge (oddly high) number of people here who are : cutters and victims of sexual assault. Damn, it really pisses me off that so many people in the "cycle of abuse" become abusers themselves and spread more pain around. It also seems that most of the abused of elftown don't trust their parents enough to talk to them. That is some serious distrust. I trust my parents! - to be the narrowminded right wing fundamentalists that they are. Now doesn't that warm your hearts

2004-07-02 [Lethargic Panda]: Again with the stating the obvious.

2004-07-02 [Incontinence Happens]: ...i don't trust my parents.... they'd up and move me away from all my "problems" and then send me to an asylum....

2004-07-02 [*sammi*]: likewise

2004-07-02 [Lethargic Panda]: Her parents would move you too? o.o

2004-07-02 [The Scarlet Pumpernickle]: XD

2004-07-02 [Lethargic Panda]: Who are you?

2004-07-02 [The Scarlet Pumpernickle]: ah I just joined yesterday

2004-07-02 [Lethargic Panda]: Creepy.

2004-07-02 [The Scarlet Pumpernickle]: why?

2004-07-02 [Lethargic Panda]: Because.

2004-07-02 [The Scarlet Pumpernickle]: uh ok then....

2004-07-02 [Lethargic Panda]: Yes.

2004-07-02 [The Scarlet Pumpernickle]: well I gotta go clean up the kitchen before my sister kills me so ttyl

2004-07-02 [Lethargic Panda]: Or you could stay...and be killed. o.o

2004-07-02 [The Scarlet Pumpernickle]: hi! I'm back! ok so I like stateing the obvious

2004-07-03 [Lethargic Panda]: -.-

2004-07-03 [Incontinence Happens]: ....I'm back too! ...as long as we're on the subject of the obvious...

2004-07-03 [Kurus_Dreaon]: lo all..im back...not that that would matter to anyone *smiles at lethargic*

2004-07-03 [Lethargic Panda]: *smites*

2004-07-03 [Incontinence Happens]: *glares*

2004-07-03 [Kurus_Dreaon]: might i ask why its so much fun to cause me harm...not that i mind or anything but i thought i d ask so i can tell ppl why im always bruised and beat up....

2004-07-03 [Incontinence Happens]: b/c this world is inhabited by a bunch of sadists, my friend...

2004-07-03 [Lethargic Panda]: No one said it's fun. It's actually a chore.

2004-07-03 [Incontinence Happens]: for lethargic?

2004-07-03 [Kurus_Dreaon]: then why bother assalting me everytime i show up?

2004-07-03 [Lethargic Panda]: Because it halts your talking.

2004-07-03 [Kurus_Dreaon]: and am i really all that annoying? im very sorry if you find me that way...i never thought you really didnt like my talkin that much

2004-07-03 [Incontinence Happens]: lethargic, please...

2004-07-03 [Kurus_Dreaon]: hey i dont mind at all..doent bother me one bit

2004-07-03 [Lethargic Panda]: Hey, I didn't respond.

2004-07-03 [Kurus_Dreaon]: *shrugs and backs off*

2004-07-03 [Incontinence Happens]: i'm sorry kurus... and lethargic... i dunno, just, not here plz. argue with him in another wiki...

2004-07-03 [Kurus_Dreaon]: im just worried that lethargic really doesnt like my talin..i dont want to bother anyone...and thats all i seem to do here..i thought i might be able to help out but if im annoying ill leave...i really dont want to be a problem

2004-07-03 [Incontinence Happens]: but i don't want to kick you out, that's not the point of the wiki... but i also don't want to kill lethargic's opinion. i mean, if he dislike's you, that's in his mind... and we can't change it.

2004-07-03 [Kurus_Dreaon]: i have no inention of causeing problems...for a while i would talk to lethargic almost calmly like friends...but now im afraid im just a problem here....im never here except when he is and i dont want to be annoying if i can help it....

2004-07-03 [Incontinence Happens]: *sighs* don't let lethargic kick you out.

2004-07-03 [Kurus_Dreaon]: *shrugs* ill try...but if i let him have it his way i wont ever get to talk...so its either become a mute or annoy him

2004-07-03 [vampiredemon]: heh

2004-07-03 [Incontinence Happens]: [vampiredemon] took the words right out of my mouth...

2004-07-04 [Kurus_Dreaon]: lol....oh ya...i cant use lol either....lethargic doesnt like it *rolls eyes*

2004-07-04 [Lethargic Panda]: Don't be a bitch kurus.

2004-07-04 [BuddyTheElf]: *giggles*

2004-07-05 [Kurus_Dreaon]: *smiles* im sorry....i forgot ya dont like me complaining....my most sensire apoligies

2004-07-05 [toycar]: muahaha *steals pudding...* i mean......im not here...........................

2004-07-05 [Kurus_Dreaon]: take it...i dont mind...here..have another *ives you loads of pudding* in fact...take it all..i hate pudding...get rid of it all for me..they can make more if they want it

2004-07-05 [Beyond the Surface]: ^^ this is a great page, my friend [Rain Kissed Angel] has one similer, its called Why Me? oh, i would like to join this one...

2004-07-05 [Lethargic Panda]: -.-

2004-07-05 [Incontinence Happens]: ...*doesn't like the word lol much either* but 's ok... ...wait, how can you not like pudding!?

2004-07-06 [Lethargic Panda]: It's easy when you're stupid. *giggle*

2004-07-06 [Kurus_Dreaon]: or when your allergic to milk....making most puddings deadly

2004-07-06 [dragonslayerRx]: HELLO ALL lol, i am a wierdo lol, naw just kiddin, but i am here to say wassup *sticks out tongue* lol, so, hows it goin with these gangstahs? lol

2004-07-06 [Kurus_Dreaon]: lo there dragonslayer *grins at Lethargic* i think im going to like having ya around

2004-07-06 [Incontinence Happens]: ...

2004-07-06 [Kurus_Dreaon]: my bad....sorry.....i think hes startin to rub off on me...with the whole mean thing goin on

2004-07-06 [Incontinence Happens]: lethargic's not that mean... i'm not sure why he dislike's you... heh.. can we not talk about this for once?

2004-07-06 [Kurus_Dreaon]: i suppose....so how ya been

2004-07-06 [Incontinence Happens]: good... i just made cookies! ..you?

2004-07-06 [Kurus_Dreaon]: not half bad i guess.....what kinda coolies

2004-07-06 [Incontinence Happens]: oatmeal butterscotch... i'm pathetically obsessed over them...

2004-07-06 [Kurus_Dreaon]: hey thats cool...every body should have some kind of obsession

2004-07-06 [Incontinence Happens]: exactly. ^_^ ...and mine happens to be rather tasty. *proud*

2004-07-06 [Kurus_Dreaon]: very good for you.....i have far to many obsessions....but hey...its not all that bad...though none of mine are cookies sadly meh

2004-07-06 [Incontinence Happens]: what odd obsessions does kurus have?

2004-07-06 [Kurus_Dreaon]: oh so many.....vampires....and anything along those lines.....ya know psychic stuff and what not....then theres my obsession with writing stuff....and my obsession with ET...i could go on forever lol

2004-07-06 [Incontinence Happens]: hmm... i have an obsession with cows... since i was in the 5th grade. they rock!

2004-07-06 [Kurus_Dreaon]: hey thats cool....ive never really cared much for cows unless they come severed with french fries lol

2004-07-06 [Incontinence Happens]: hehe... ...their spots are just so mesmerizing, though... *wishes she had spots*

2004-07-06 [Kurus_Dreaon]: hmmm..never thought about it before...i guess i can kinda see what your sayin there

2004-07-06 [Lethargic Panda]: *sigh*

2004-07-06 [Kurus_Dreaon]: well its noce to see you to

2004-07-06 [Incontinence Happens]: *waves* hi lethargic.

2004-07-06 [Lethargic Panda]: *waves* Hi nibbles. ^.^

2004-07-06 [Incontinence Happens]: guess what! i have cookies! they're so nummy...

2004-07-06 [Kurus_Dreaon]: .

2004-07-06 [Incontinence Happens]: *done babbling insanely about her cookies*

2004-07-06 [Kurus_Dreaon]: hey ive got to go...ill ttyl

2004-07-06 [Lethargic Panda]: *parties*

2004-07-06 [Incontinence Happens]: heh.... you two...

2004-07-06 [Lethargic Panda]: *is more liked*

2004-07-06 [Incontinence Happens]: *rolls eyes*

2004-07-06 [Lethargic Panda]: *jumps on nibbles* You know it's true. You loooooooove me. ^.6

2004-07-06 [Incontinence Happens]: heh... but of course. ^_^

2004-07-06 [Lethargic Panda]: How is nibbles?

2004-07-06 [Incontinence Happens]: ok... very confused.. but still alive.

2004-07-06 [Lethargic Panda]: Meow. Want to tell lethargic about it? o.o You can message him if you don't want everyone to listen in...  Also...he must go for a moment, however he shall be back in a little while. ^.^

2004-07-06 [Incontinence Happens]: heh, alrighty.. mayeb i will.. the more opinions the merrier i suppose. mayeb you can figure me out if i can't...

2004-07-06 [Lethargic Panda]: Me is back. o.o

2004-07-06 [Incontinence Happens]: ullo...

2004-07-06 [Lethargic Panda]: howdy.

2004-07-06 [Incontinence Happens]: *refraining from explaining her confusion b/c she's trying to forget it at the moment*

2004-07-06 [Lethargic Panda]: It's okie. You don't have too.

2004-07-06 [Incontinence Happens]: ^_^ ...*yawn*

2004-07-06 [Lethargic Panda]: You okie?

2004-07-06 [Incontinence Happens]: *nods* mmmtttaffejkljdf....

2004-07-07 [Lethargic Panda]: True...true.

2004-07-07 [Kurus_Dreaon]: lo all

2004-07-07 [Incontinence Happens]: uhuh...

2004-07-08 [Lethargic Panda]: *sigh*

2004-07-08 [Incontinence Happens]: *sighs again*

2004-07-08 [Lethargic Panda]: -.-

2004-07-08 [Incontinence Happens]: ...

2004-07-08 [Incontinence Happens]: *eats a sandwich*

2004-07-08 [Kurus_Dreaon]: so hows everybody

2004-07-08 [Lethargic Panda]: *sighs a third time*

2004-07-08 [Kurus_Dreaon]: well im not half bad....real borderline today but alls cool

2004-07-08 [Lethargic Panda]: You weren't asked.

2004-07-08 [Kurus_Dreaon]: very kind of ya to say....i cant remember the last time i really cared

2004-07-08 [Lethargic Panda]: That's lovely. My point was not whether you cared or not, merely to give you a little nudge towards the piece of knowledge you should refrain from stating things not asked.

2004-07-08 [Kurus_Dreaon]: hmmm...i think i see what your saying...or maybe im to dumb to understand that....not sure yet

2004-07-08 [Lethargic Panda]: Either way shut up. Please.

2004-07-08 [Kurus_Dreaon]: hey for real...do i truly annoy you that much? i mean i dont try to...am i just that annoying? honestly

2004-07-08 [Lethargic Panda]: You annoy me quite a bit.

2004-07-08 [Kurus_Dreaon]: hmm..ok then..thanks for sayin

2004-07-08 [Incontinence Happens]: you guys....

2004-07-09 [Kurus_Dreaon]: im sory...but i think as long as we are both here its going to keep pn happenin...you asked me not to leave so im stayin....and if lethargic wants to stay i say he should stay...so it may go on for a long time

2004-07-09 [Incontinence Happens]: *is stubborn* well, i refuse to kick either of you out... but come now children, can't you please try and play nice?

2004-07-09 [Incontinence Happens]: -_-

2004-07-09 [Kurus_Dreaon]: i can play nice...im just waiting for lethargic to try...i mean i wasnt doin anything

2004-07-09 [Incontinence Happens]: *takes this time to point out the purpose of the wiki*

2004-07-09 [Kurus_Dreaon]: i havent done a bloody thing...im just an all around pain to him...its not like i wasnt tryin for the longest time to to find out why and fix it

2004-07-09 [Lethargic Panda]: She changed the subject, you drug us back in.  And you wonder why I dislike you?

2004-07-09 [Kurus_Dreaon]: *rae*

2004-07-09 [Incontinence Happens]: heh. *beats her head against the nearest wall*

2004-07-09 [Kurus_Dreaon]: im through messing with it...im sorry ya dont like me..but i cant seem to do anything about it...so im done

2004-07-09 [Incontinence Happens]: *beats her head harder*

2004-07-09 [Lethargic Panda]: I agree Nibbles, I agree.

2004-07-09 [Incontinence Happens]: *glares and resumes* i'm having a moment... just gimme a few more seconds, and i'll be done...

2004-07-09 [Lethargic Panda]: *gives you a cookie*

2004-07-09 [Incontinence Happens]: *takes a deep breath and snatches it* fine... just fine... i'll be fine...

2004-07-09 [Lethargic Panda]: *takes ax away from you* Good to know. You'll get this back later.

2004-07-09 [Incontinence Happens]: *steals a shovel and wanders off*

2004-07-09 [Lethargic Panda]: That'll do....that'll do.

2004-07-09 [Incontinence Happens]: ...anyway! how are you today!?

2004-07-09 [Lethargic Panda]: The same as I was yesterday.  I need to go...night night dear.

2004-07-09 [Incontinence Happens]: good! you do that! i'll just be here! yup, here.. heh...

2004-07-10 [Lethargic Panda]: I'm here too...

2004-07-10 [Incontinence Happens]: wow...

2004-07-10 [Lethargic Panda]: ? o.o

2004-07-10 [Incontinence Happens]: dundundun...

2004-07-10 [Lethargic Panda]: -.-

2004-07-11 [Incontinence Happens]: yes, i see...

2004-07-11 [Lethargic Panda]: Why is nibbles so different?

2004-07-11 [Incontinence Happens]: ...i'm different?

2004-07-11 [Lethargic Panda]: Yes...n not good different.

2004-07-11 [Incontinence Happens]: ...i'm sorry. i didn't mean to be different...

2004-07-11 [Lethargic Panda]: Well stop then.

2004-07-11 [Incontinence Happens]: i'm not sure i know how... what's been so different about me?

2004-07-11 [Lethargic Panda]: You're just different...and you need to change back.

2004-07-11 [Incontinence Happens]: alrighty...

2004-07-11 [Lethargic Panda]: CHANGE!

2004-07-11 [Incontinence Happens]: am i changed yet?! ...i changed my page?

2004-07-11 [Lethargic Panda]: And lovely changes they are.  Somewhat.

2004-07-11 [Incontinence Happens]: ...ou, you're so nice to me.

2004-07-11 [Lethargic Panda]: Nah, I'm not. *sigh*

2004-07-11 [Incontinence Happens]: aren't i oh-so-special...

2004-07-11 [Lethargic Panda]: Yeah...yet that doesn't make me nice.

2004-07-11 [Incontinence Happens]: *sighs also* i guess i'm just not worth being nice too...

2004-07-11 [Lethargic Panda]: Don't try to guilt me, won't work. -.o

2004-07-11 [Incontinence Happens]: lethargic just hates me!!! *cries*

2004-07-11 [Lethargic Panda]: Lethargic could name someone he does hate if you'd like.

2004-07-11 [Incontinence Happens]: whatever pleases you. ^_^

2004-07-11 [Lethargic Panda]: Wouldn't please you. ^.O

2004-07-11 [Incontinence Happens]: how does lethargic know what pleases nibbles?

2004-07-11 [Lethargic Panda]: Lethargic knows everything...

2004-07-11 [Incontinence Happens]: that's creepy..

2004-07-11 [Lethargic Panda]: For you.

2004-07-11 [Incontinence Happens]: ...what am i thinking... right.... now!

2004-07-11 [Lethargic Panda]: Dirty, dirty things. lol

2004-07-11 [Incontinence Happens]: *wink wink*

2004-07-11 [Lethargic Panda]: About Lethargic. *sigh*

2004-07-11 [Incontinence Happens]: ...!? ^^

2004-07-11 [Lethargic Panda]: Twisted.

2004-07-11 [Incontinence Happens]: rather.

2004-07-11 [Lethargic Panda]: People annoy Lethargic. -.-

2004-07-11 [Incontinence Happens]: me too... i'm a ppl... i annoy myself.... why yes i do... heh. you just can't win...

2004-07-11 [Lethargic Panda]: *sigh*

2004-07-11 [Incontinence Happens]: why i don't know, and i suppose i never will, but you know what? i don't care anymore, b/c i can just sit here and ramble my life away, so: FEH! to the world. ha.

2004-07-11 [Lethargic Panda]: Agreed.

2004-07-11 [Incontinence Happens]: exactly.. you know, feh is a wondrous word. it can answer just about everything. it's so awesome. i now have a new favortie word! yay! though, i'm not quite sure what my old favorite word was... oh well. i have one now. and feh is mine and special and.... sacred. there you go, yeah. ....i'm writing a lot... i don't normally, this's really odd.

2004-07-11 [Incontinence Happens]: odd odd odd...

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